The Path of initiations which I teach is the Path of full humility before the Will of God, the Path of full selflessness and self-sacrifice
I AM Jesus, your elder brother and preceptor, having come to you through this messenger.
I HAVE come to reopen an eternal talk which will be vital for you until you dress up in the wedding garments and ascend into the Light.
Until that time you will be constantly busy separating in your consciousness the eternal things belonging to the Higher world from the things liable to decay belonging to the transient world.
Your reality shrouds you in a fog of illusion and distracts you from the work which is really your vocation. However, no matter how long you meander in the illusory world, an end will come to your wandering sooner or later. Many dedicated seekers of the Truth are mistaken and deluded when they suppose that the Path Home must represent a state of eternal bliss and love. It is right, but right as much as something can be right and true in your world.
The states of bliss, joy, love and conciliation are the signs that you are on the right Path and that you have chosen the correct direction. But you will not be able to maintain a constantly even state of spirit in your world. My aim today is to give you an exhortation and to warn you about the possible inferior states of consciousness which you may encounter on your Path. But these states will not necessarily serve as evidence that you have gone astray.
A constant analysis and a constant identification of your states are exactly the things required of you on the entire length of your Path.
Imagine that you really started your Path at a time when the sun was shining, it was calm and everything was fragrant and blooming. You may consider it to be a right sign on the Path. But all of a sudden the wind and thunderclouds spring up and the thunder booms. All this does not necessarily indicate that you have gone astray. You are still moving in the right direction, in spite of the fact that the external circumstances have changed and your mood has darkened along with the change in the weather.
In exactly the same way you can feel the most elevated states of consciousness in your life. You may be at the peak of bliss. But suddenly your state may deteriorate without just cause. For no reason you feel causeless melancholy, depression, pointlessness of your existence and disbelief.
These states are not always the signs of your having gone astray, beloved. They simply show you that the time is ripe for you to pass the tests and trials on the Path. You have heard of the school of mysteries of Lord Maitreya.You have heard of the schools of initiations which have existed at all times.
If the path to God represented just a state of constant bliss and grace, why would these schools of initiations be necessary? And why are the initiations necessary at all?
There are two persons inside of you. One is mortal and the other is immortal. These two persons have become so entangled during many million years of their existence on planet Earth that it will require considerable efforts to separate these two from one another. One of them is to stay on earth and to return into earth from where he has been taken. The other is to continue existence in another, Higher plane of reality.
When you start - first of all in your consciousness - the process of separating these two persons from one another, it is sometimes quite difficult to perform such a separation. You literally have to cut to the quick. You have got used to identifying yourself with the individual whom you see in the mirror. But in fact, all the stages of initiations which you pass are aimed exactly at helping you to stop your self-identification with the reflection in the mirror. That’s why they say that if you want to see your enemy, come up to the mirror and look into it.
In reality, all that you have considered to be your individuality during many lives is not you actually, but represents that part of you which you must give up and with which you must stop identifying yourself.
That part of you which resists the process of knowing your new individuality will rise from the depth of your being, from your unconscious and sub-conscious, and protest. In your external consciousness you may not fully understand the reason for your melancholy, your despair and your state of extreme depression and irreparability.
It is difficult to analyse which energies have been activated in your four lower bodies in accordance with the cosmic period that has approached now. But these energies represent the unreal part of you. And the purpose of any test, beloved, is to remind you that you are merely disciples on the Path and that you are just passing the next exam. No matter how real your state of mind seems to you, you should constantly remember that it is just a test.
The more in your external consciousness you resist parting with the energy activated within you, the longer drawn-out is your test.
The most advanced disciples always remember that God has a right to put them to the tests which can cause the most, as one would think, unendurable states of consciousness. And at the minute of the upmost tension of all their strengths, when it seems that the sun will never shine again, they come up to the altar and say in their hearts, “Lord, I know that this state of my consciousness is not real. I know, Lord, that this is merely a test. I am ready, oh Lord, to endure all the trials that You send me. And I will try to do this. You have a right to send me any trials, oh Lord. And I am grateful for all the trials which You send me, because I know that You love me and care about me. I ask You, oh Lord, to help me endure this trial and pass through it to the end.”
The purpose of all the trials is to test one single quality, and that is your ability to give up the unreal part of yourself, first of all in your consciousness.
Thanks to the infinite mercy of Heaven you have an opportunity to go through your tests and trials and to pass your exams without leaving your usual life. You continue living your usual life, but if at your inner levels you have expressed a wish to go through the initiations while staying in the usual life, such a chance will be given to you, irrespective of whether you are aware of your asking in your external state of consciousness or not. That is why I have come today to explain the reason for the causeless gloomy states and various psychological problems to those of you who experience such states.
Yes, beloved, you have made a choice to go through training at the school of initiations without leaving your usual life. You have chosen an accelerated Path. Your soul has expressed a wish to go through initiations in this life so as not to wait for the next embodiment and for suitable conditions of training at the school of mysteries somewhere in silence and far from the highways of the modern civilization.
This Path of initiations, the Rose Path, is the Path which all of you should follow. I do not know another path. The separation of your real part from your unreal part is always accompanied by very painful and unpleasant feelings. Both the duration and the heaviness of such states will be determined by the level of resistance of your unreal part. Everything will be determined by the potency of your ego, beloved.
You know that I managed to give up my unreal part during those 40 days when I was staying in the desert. However, you know that afterwards this was followed by my service, my Transfiguration, crucifixion and ascension.
You will pass through constant trials and tests as long as you are in the physical plane of planet Earth. And, even if you give up the unreal part of yourself, you will not be able just to give up the rest of mankind as a bad job and to be as snug as a bug in a rug somewhere in Heaven.
Do not hope, beloved, that your ascension will put an end to your evolution, your tension, your work and your responsibility. Everything will be just beginning. And the higher your abilities, the larger the weight you will take upon yourself and the more vital service you will perform.
You should come to like the tension. You should come to like the service.
The highest manifestation of your Love will be the compassion towards the entire mankind and all the living creatures, and you will be ready to sacrifice for the sake of the salvation of mankind. You will be ready to sacrifice all your time, all your achievements and all your bodies.
The Path of initiations which I teach is the Path of full humility before the Will of God, the Path of full selflessness and self-sacrifice.
There is no other Path, beloved, and our task is to direct you on this Path and to give your all the necessary ministration.
I AM Jesus and I have been speaking from the highest point of Love towards each of you.
© Messenger Tatyana Mickushina